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"My body isn't perfect. I don't walk with confidence. I get into fights with my parents and friends. Some nights I'd rather be by myself than out partying. I cry over the smallest things sometimes. There are days that I get through forced smiles and fake laughs. Sometimes I try to convince myself that things are okay when they're not. I'm not ugly but I'm not beautiful. I don't look as good in real life as I do in pictures. There are some nights that I cry myself to sleep. I constantly think I'm not good enough. I'm imperfect, but I'm perfectly me."

Friday, January 28, 2011

Questions from followers. =)

Kathryn Dawn Patton AKA Kat


What was the happiest moment of your life? 
The happiest moment of my life was the day I saw my sons face.
Saddest?
The saddest day of my life was when Daniel and I broke our engagement. 


Who was the most important person in your life? 
My son is the most important person in my life, he's 10 months old, and looks like his daddy. He loves to smile and laugh like his mommy does. We enjoy spending time together, especially with his daddy!


Who has been the biggest influence on your life?
Daniel has influenced me the most.
What has he taught you?
Daniel taught me how to love who I am, how to embrace it. He showed me how to live after death. He proved to me that love dies exist and it's not for the rich. 


Who has been the kindest to you in your life?
Again, my answer would have to be Daniel.


What is your earliest memory?
My earliest memory is being with my uncle, his wife, and her sister at a zoo. 


How would you like to be remembered?
I would like to be remembered as the girl that was always kind to everyone. I want people to remember that no matter how someone treated me, I was always there to listen to there problems. I want people to remember that I wasn't just a pretty face, I want them to remember that I overcame everything and that I cared. If I teach the world anything, I want them to learn from me that, Life may not be easy, but that doesn't mean you have to be cruel. Enjoy life, but don't regret not saving someone else. 


Do you have any regrets in your life?
No, I have no regrets. Life has brought many choices before me, many I wish, at the time, I had not made. But I love my life the way it is now. I wouldn't change one thing in my past. Regrets are for the week, for sad and lonely people. Never regret any decision you have ever made. Just push forward.


Where will you be in 10 years?
In 10 years, I hope to have 2 or 3 degrees. Maybe more. I see myself married, with a happy family, and a good career. 
20 years?
In 20 years i see myself almost 40, and that's scary!! 


How is your relationship with your parents?
Eh, my parents and I do not have the best relationship, but I do love them.


Thanks you guys for all the questions! Ask me anytime!
<3 <3 <3

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Favorite quotes that friends say!


 "Get your shit and get out!"
-Daniel (making fun of the walmart greeter.)

"Fat is sexy, fat is beautiful, I wish I was fat."
-Fariez

"They salt the roads like McDonalds french fries!"
-Cassidy

"Kat, just up shut....."
-Bee (telling me to shut up)

More quotes from friends coming soon!!!!


Now a great thing I said to my mother
"Mom when can I get my lrivers dicence?!"
I meant to say "Mom when can I get my drivers licence?!" But It came out the other way haha, have a nice day everyone!!!! <3

Monday, January 17, 2011

Just a poem that I loved

This is a poem I found online, that touched my heart, it's about a women that lost her baby, before his or her time...... It is a beautiful poem. I will post the site later on in the comment box... 


They Say Love Is Blind


They say love is blind and you made this true.
I never got to place you in a outfit either pink or blue.
Never rocked you in my arms as you quietly slept.
Not one tear did i get to dry as you sadly wept.

I loved you none the less with all of my heart.
My world crashing down when we were torn apart.
I dream of you wrapped in a blanket of a white angel wing.
The lullaby you hear is the comfort I wanted to bring.

I still hold you everyday the only way i know how.
God doesn't take my love for you this much he does allow.
It is as stong as it would have been if I would have seen you.
After my journey in life is done I will carry my love through.

It will carry me straight to you, you will never be hard to find.
We will be together and I will hold the love that was blind.
Looking into eyes that are mine that show a soul I made.
I will place you upon my chest where you always should have laid.

They say love is blind and you made this come true.
I will place you in an outfit either pink or blue.
I will rock you in my arms as you quietly sleep.
I will dry your tears as you happily weep.

Christine R. Sinkel
Jan. 20, 2001



Sunday, January 16, 2011

Who is perfect?!





What is it going to take for you to believe me? Tell me and I will do it.... But changing the person I am I can't do, changing my stupid little actions, that's doable. Babe, you know i love you, but I can't wait forever. I have a life that I have to live. I have to take care of our son. I have to get my life in order. So, no, I can't wait forever. I probably won't ever be able to be with anyone else. You are my true love. I believe that more than anything. But I still can not wait. If you love me, you love me, if you don't, you don't. So you need to make up your mind. If you want me, we can work through this. "Love can conquer anything." So if you truly love me, you can let it go. 
Love is what has held us together this long. We have had our ups and we have had our downs. We always made it threw. Life will bring many surprises to the both of us. I just don't see myself moving past this. You have been more than amazing to me. You have spoiled me, trusted me, held me when I cried, and loved me at my worst. When you walked into my life, I was sick. But you held my hand the entire time. You loved me threw the toughest of time..... I love you.... but waiting just isn't something I am able to do at the moment. So make up your mind. Me or someone else?! 

Saturday, January 15, 2011

I truly am sorry, and I do miss you!

No matter what it takes, I will prove to you that I can change. I love you. Please accept me =)



If nothing else, always know that I am here for you as a friend. 

Thank you for your love
Just know. I will fight until there is nothing in me left, to get you back, because you are the only one for me. You know it is true, I hurt you, but baby, one more chance is all i'm asking for. 

Let me show you that I love you more than life it'self. You are the only one for me, God made us to be together. I know that I am going to have to prove it, and I intend to, because I love you!

I always loved the way you would wrap your leg around mine to hold me down why you were tickeling me, but at the same time you were hugging me..... I always felt so close to you. 

Love makes us do stupid things, even makes us feel like we hate someone at times, when we truly love them more than we could ever have imagined. I realize that now, I just don't want it to be to late! 

To Daniel,








I can't take back what I did, I lied and that is something that I am going to have to live with my entire life. What I did is wrong, and I know that. Baby, I don't want to go threw life without you. I love you more than anything. You are the one I am supposed to be with, forever. I screwed up. Many Times. But, Baby I love you and only you. All I do is make mistakes and I have to work on that. I have to grow up, so that we can get past this. If you will allow us to get past this. I cant stand that I hurt you. I hate myself for it. I was scared. Scared that you didn't want me, so I wanted to show you, that I was not good enough. God, I'm so stupid. I'm not good enough for you, I never have been. You are such an amazing person, inside and out.

I never did forgive you, for the Rebekah thing, I didn't mean what I said. I don't care that any of that happened. I should have told you that sooner, instead I just kept talking about it. I was jealous and stupid. She is just so pretty!!! She's skinny. I'm Not. I know you loved my body before, before the baby. That is why I feel the way I do. I want to give you that body back, but the truth is, it will never be like that. 
I have so much growing up to do. And I will do it for you. I want to show you that I am serious. This is not another lie. I can't survive on my own without you. You are my other half, my missing piece. Twins separated in heaven. I love you, and have never found anyone more perfect. You are the one that I want to come home to, and I want you to come home to me. 

I cringe at the thought of you being with someone else. And the same for me. 
I should have told you the truth, so I will start now. I will tell you everything about me. Because I know you already know it. Because you know me better then I know myself.


Facts about me:
1.) I love when you call me Kay-kay!!
2.) I love to cuddle.
3.) I don't like my hair, but I know you do.
4.) I like to watch you sleep, you look like an angel. (I'm a creeper!!) 
5.) Every time I look at you, my heart beats faster.
6.) Your touch is always seductive. 
7.) You changed my life, and gave me something to live for.
8.) I'm happy when I'm with you.
9.) Your kiss always makes me melt.
10.) I do want to marry you, and I'm sorry I said I didn't.

There are many more things about you that I love. So many more truths for me to tell you. If you are interested message me. I will let you in on some secrets. Secrets that I should have told you long ago. 
I love you Daniel. And I understand if you never forgive me. But Please, do not give up on me. I can change, and I will. I promise you that. I want to make things right, because your love is what keeps me going. It's what i thrive on. 



Wednesday, January 12, 2011

BoDy ArT

 Body Art!


Body are it art made on, with, or consisting of, the human body. The most common forms of body are are tattoos and body piercings, the other types including scarification, branding, scalpel-ling, shaping, full body tattoo and body painting. 
More extreme body are can involve things such as mutilation or pushing the body to it's physical limits. 
Body art is also a low category of performance art, in which artists use or abuse their own body to make their particular statements.






Body Painting
Body painting is a form of body art. Unlike tattoo and other forms of body art, painting is temporary, lasts for several hours or at most a couple of weeks. Body painting that is limited to the face is knowns as face painting. Large scale or full-body painting is more commonly referred to as  body panting, while smaller or more detailed work is generally referred to as temporary tattoos.

Most of this Post was taken from Wiki. 

Body art is a very curious thing, that takes a talented eye, and a sharp hand. It's not as easy as painting on a canvas. Please, take time to look into this beautiful art. 
It will surprise you!! =)

What Does Your Favorite Color Represent?

Blue

Blue is calming. It can be strong and steadfast or light and friendly. 
Almost everyone likes some shade of the color. 

Red

Red is hot. It's a strong color that conjures up a range of seemingly 
conflicting emotions from passionate love to violence and warfare. Red is Cupid and the Devil.

Purple

Purple is royalty. A mysterious color, purple is associated with both nobility and spirituality. 
The opposites of hot red and cool blue combine to create this intriguing color.

Green

Green is life. Abundant in nature, green signifies growth, renewal, health, and environment. 
On the flip side, green is jealousy or envy and inexperience.

Black

Considered the negation of color, black is conservative, goes well with almost any color except the very dark.
It also has conflicting connotations. It can be serious and conventional. The color black can also be mysterious, sexy, and sophisticated.

White

White is purity, cleanliness, and innocence. 
Like black, white goes well with almost any color.

Yellow

Yellow is sunshine. It is a warm color that, like red, has conflicting symbolism. 
On the one hand it denotes happiness and joy 
but one the other hand yellow is the color of cowardice and deceit.

Pink

Pink is a softer, less violent red. Pink is the sweet side of red. 
It's cotton candy and bubble gum and babies, especially little girls.

Well that's all for this post, just some random information, and some beautiful roses!!
=) 
I am sorry that I have not written for a few days.
I have not felt up to it. 

I love you guy!


Saturday, January 8, 2011

Poems I wrote in School

Autobiographical Poem


Kathryn
Red hair, brown eyes, short
Sister of Donald
Who loves Daniel, Michael, and friends
Who feels love about sharks
Who needs love, food and friends
Who gives love, friendship and support
Who'd like to see the Bahamas Island reefs
Who dreams of great, amazing, sharks
A student of Hurricane Hight School
Kitty-Kat

Haiku Poems

The seed makes me smile.
The seed looks like a bean. 
The seed makes me laugh.

When memories fade.
When all we have are dreams.
When memories are made.

When you seek fate.
When people love you more, more.
When love fades quickly.

Cinquain Poem


Kathryn
Loving person
Making winterguard fun
Willingly makes people happy
Kitty

Limericks


The monkey likes the banana
So does Johanna
She likes to write
Johanna loves to fight
She wants to go to Montana

Joey knows a boy
He likes his small toy
Taylor makes him smile
They want to dance for awhile 
Do you want soy?

In the light of the day
I like to sleep in the hay
The fields made of wheat
There is so much heat
I think we should go to the Bay.

Tanka Poems


I love you so much
My thoughts of you make me blush
I don't want to rush
The way you feel about me
But, the sooner the better.

Dark clouds make me cry
see the shapes in the sky 
Seeing you in thought
Memories of you and I
Remind me of our love shared.

Diamante Poems


Woman
Scared, lonely
Crying, laughing, screaming
She prayed for redemption
Trembling, bleeding, fearing
Monster

Lunatic
Crazy, scary
Scratching, Killing, Maiming
Doctors, Needles, Binding, Shocking
Fearing, Sleeping, Dreaming
Altered reality
Touched


Friday, January 7, 2011

Goodnight World


This Rose Is Going To Go To Sleep!!
I am happy to have Daniel by my side.
 I missed him very much!!

I love you all!!
Goodnight!

(I am always praying for you)

My Best Friend From America!!!!


Brinklie


My Twin


My Best Friend


 "A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are."

I love you Brinklie!! 
You Make Life So Much Easier!!
(My amazing maid of honor!!!!)





Thursday, January 6, 2011

Free Write for Class

The woman stood
Shielding sunlight from her eyes
She could see the lake
Beyond the lake
And eternity of sharp rocks, shadows
With each passing moment
The sky turned from blue to red
The valley grew darker, shadows longer
They sky, now the color of blood
Filled her with unspeakable dread.

Moral behind the poem is a Woman takes a vacation with her family, goes insane, and kills them. The guilt slowly eats at her, Until she eventually kills herself.

haha aren't I pleasant =P

I wrote this in 9th Grade! =)

-Kathryn D. Patton

Why Does It Happen?!

What is it about you that makes me want you as bad as I do? I can't explain this feeling in the pit of my stomach, at the very core. I have a tingling feeling from my head, to my toes, You don't even have to provoke this feeling, it just happens. I can't explain how you make me feel.I had given up on that thing that I used to call love. This is not the feeling that I had with him. This feeling is more intense. Please, touch me one more time. Lay next to me. Let me feel your body closer to mine. Oh, how I love your touch. Sometimes, at random, I think of you, while laying in my bed, I think of you.Not the way I think of other people, because, while laying there, I get a knot in my stomach. What is it about you that makes me love you so darn much? I don't care what it is, I want it to keep making me love you, because with you, is where I want to be!

I wrote this May or June of 2009

Dedicated to Daniel. =)
Baby, I love you!

I would have posted at midnight, but Blogger hates me!!!

NOT MY GOWN!
Just a dress that was pretty haha
It is now 12:19 a.m.. I just finished Michaels first breathing treatment of today, 1-6-11. He was enjoying it more today, which I am happier for =) I should really be getting sleep right now, I have to get up at 5 a.m. to give him his next one.... erk!! I have so much that I need to do. I think I have finally found the gown that I want... It's so beautiful. (I never thought I would hear myself say that a dress was beautiful haha.) I guess we all diserve to be a princess atleast once in our lives. And this is my time. =)
I pray that Fariez will be able to fly in when I get married. It would mean the world to me!!! =) He's my bestfriend, and the coolest kid I have ever met. 
I hope that someday, I will get to hug him. Because, he is the only friend I can not physically touch, =*( But one day, some how, I will hug him!!! And I thank God for him, everyday. Without him, I would not have the courage to wear the gown that I want. He understands me, that I'm not plain, or traditional. He's a great friend!!! =)
Michael is getting fussier today, after this last breathing treatment, It's really sad. I just want my baby to feel better. You know!?

Well he is once again asleep, and I should do the same. 
I love you all
Thank you for all of your kind words.
=)
Goodnight

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Michaels Trip To The Doctor

Dear Lord, 

Michael with Cousin Taylor
         I leave everything to you, my life, my heart, my soul.
Everything to you. You are the air I breathe, and the
ground I walk upon. I trust you with everything I have.  
So please, listen to my prayer, now more then ever. Please,
protect my baby. Heal him, from whatever ails him.. God, 
I know that you can do it, you do it everyday. Please, if 
there was ever a time I truly needed you, it is now. I know 
that Michael is in no threat in life, but, I still do not want him
to be sick.... He's my baby, and I can't make him feel better.
Just please, help him get well soon.


                                   Your Child
                                   Kathryn D. Patton

Me Pregnant With Michael
6 months
I took Michael to the doctor today, because he has been gasping and wheezing a lot lately. I wanted to make sure that there was nothing serious. The appointment was at 10:45 a.m. But we did not get the a doctors room until 11:30 a.m.. I hate when doctors make you wait. We waited about 15 min longer for the doctor to come in and see us.... She saw that Michael was not happy, and was NOT feeling well.... He was curled up on my chest, with his head snuggled in between my chin and my chest. We told her that Michael had been gasping, and coughing, looked bloated. So, she checked his tummy, it felt fine. That was good. then she starts listening to his chest, and his back, listening to his lungs to see if there was a cold. 
RSV is going around in the babies around here, and that scared me. RSV is Respiratory syncytial virus, whichcauses infection of the lungs and breathing passages, is a majorcause of respiratory illness in young children. This is most commonly fatal to infants. But, by the grace of god, Michael does not have RSV. 
The doctor said that Michael is having a deeper issue, something deeper in his lungs... So, they prescribed breathing treatments, every four hours. This should open up his lungs and help him breath better. Micheal goes back to the doctor, Friday Jan. 7, at 10:15 a.m.. To see if he is any better. If Michael had not cleared up, or has gotten worse, they will have to try a different approach. But as of right now, we are treating it like a cold, in the lungs. God, I pray that's all it is. 

Get well soon Michael Seth!! =) 
Mommy and Daddy love you!!


Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Siganeun tto Tic Toc heulleoman ga Tic Toc


Korean

 게시물에 대한, 오늘 Google 번역 사용 하겠어! 그래서 모든 사람들이 충분히 이해 바랍니다. 당신은 이해하지 않으면, 번역기 하하를 찾으십시오. 오늘 한국어 쓰고 있어요! 야호! 이것 아직 완전히 편안한 오전 언어되지 않습니다. 하지만 그것마음, 영혼, 그리고 시도 및 일부 다양성 사용하여 신체 건강한입니다.
누가 이미 모르거나 누가 내 블로그 처음 접하는 분들, 제 이름 입니다! 내가 미국에서 17 살이에요.   부모,  형제,  아들, 마이클과 함께 살고 있습니다.  지구, 다니엘에서 가장 멋진 남자와 결혼할 것입니다. 그는 놀라운 사람이야! 하지만, 스포츠 게임을 좋아 이젠 항상 기회 얻을하지 않습니다. 나는 2009 년, 뇌하수체 종양으로 진단되었고 발작 sudo는.
 매우  게시물 오늘도하지 못할것입니다. 왜냐하면,  모두 혼란스럽게하고 싶지 않아요. 하하. 다음은, 내가 시작하기 전에 그냥 몇 가지 배경 정보주고 싶어, 진정한 게시물 다하겠습니다!

Siganeun tto 과자 목차 heulleoman 가역  목차

 그냥 밤 이후로, 여기서 밤에 누워 수 없어 일어나지도 않았는지 궁금해 우리가 만난 적이 없었다.  인생 정말 당신과 함께 되고있다. 당신 사람들이 서로 증오 의미하는 것이 없다는 것을 나에게 보여주었다. 전에,  숨을 쉴 수 없었다. 내가 삽니다. 그것 누군가  머리 위에 베개 들고 느낌 이었어요.  천천히 죽는 줄 알았다.  마지막 숨이있는 동안, 당신 당신 나의 구원자 아르 들어오셨어요.

당신은 내가 세상을 봐요, 그리고 다른 사람에 대한 동일한 작업을 수행하고자하는 방법 변경했습니다. 언제 하나님 앞에 . 내가 그를 보는라고 말하고 수있게되고 싶다,"나는 당신이 모든 사람들에게, 세상을 이롭게 만든다하려면, 나한테 줬어 사용됩니다.다른 사람 인생 아름다움   있도록  역할을하지 않았다. "

이 세상 참으로 아름다운 곳이예요. 당신이 눈을 뜰 수있는 기회 맡으면, 당신 그것 볼 수 있습니다. 그만해, 모든 세계에서 잘못된 것을보고 모든 좋은 것을보고 시작합니다.

너희들은 사랑, 그리고 무작위로 다시 수다 죄송 해요. 하하. 그렇게 많이 하죠.
내가 오늘 일찍 잠자리 가서 생각. 마이클  아직도 아파요. 아침 닥터.  다음 모든 업데이 트 제공합니다! 안녕히 주무세요.