True Beauty In Life: I'm tired of being ashamed of who I am...

To my baby girl Kathryn!!!

Kathryn, If I had to describe you in 3 words it would be fUnNy, CuT3, CrAzIi, Your adorable, we became like best friends thru facebook and we now can't stop talking to each other <3 your my other new best friend we connected the first day we started talking and you make me smile each day and everyday we talk and I love the fact that you make me smile either way we can't see each other! You fun to talk to, we hold GREAT conversations and they are VERY interesting ha! but you make feel special. And I believe that we would be best friends till each and one of our lives is over with! xoxoxo By: ShElBiE SeArS <3

A letter to Brittany!

I see that, but everyday has it's faults. look past them. I know you move a lot. And I know that it always hurts. But remember the good not the bad, Think of the positive, not the negative. So what if you have to share a room with Cort! And Maybe you won't be able to have Shelbie. But memories, are what hold us together in the end. You are a surviver, girl. you will survive, no matter what!! You always have, and you always will. Never forget that. We, I, love you! and We will never let you go! =) Just enjoy where life takes you. And use it to make yourself, and the world a better place, I love you Brittany! =)

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"My body isn't perfect. I don't walk with confidence. I get into fights with my parents and friends. Some nights I'd rather be by myself than out partying. I cry over the smallest things sometimes. There are days that I get through forced smiles and fake laughs. Sometimes I try to convince myself that things are okay when they're not. I'm not ugly but I'm not beautiful. I don't look as good in real life as I do in pictures. There are some nights that I cry myself to sleep. I constantly think I'm not good enough. I'm imperfect, but I'm perfectly me."

Friday, March 2, 2012

I'm tired of being ashamed of who I am...

A message I received this morning. <3

"Its rather funny as to how things happen. I added you as a friend and have sat on the side line watching you progress into the lifestyle. At first, just like most, I figured you were just young and playing around but have really noticed a change in you for the better. I love that you are growing into your role and are opening up within the lifestyle. As most Dominants, we sit and observe before we get involved. We have seen the changes in you for the better and wanted to give you a big Congrats on this improvement. We love how you have opened up and exposed your beautiful ,sensual self to everyone through your pictures. Keep it up and when in need of assistance or knowledge,you can now count on us to help. Kisses!"

Curtis and Belinda

Now, for those of you who do not know, I am part of an online BDSM & Fetish world. The people on their are truly amazing! Most people would be like, "Whatever, it's just porn.." But that's the thing, it's not porn.. Not to 90% of the people on there.. It's a way of expressing yourself without being criticized by the cruelty of the world. I do love it, very much. Mostly because I like learning about people... But, being able to be who I am, the way I am... Openly.. It's, it simply amazing!

I just really wanted to thank everyone on there for helping me become more comfortable with myself! I really do love you guys!!