It's not good. Just a release. I am not a good writer. It's just a quick 5 min thing.

Nothing in life is ever as it seems. 

I tried so hard to please you, and all you ever did was look the other way.

I am tired of trying to make you happy.

I am tired of trying to be what you want me to be.

Why is it that you never acted like you loved me.

Never once, did you look at me and tell me how beautiful I was.

Never once, did you look at me and say how proud you were of me.

I tried my damndest to give you everything, everything I could. 

Still, it wasn't enough. It was never enough. Never.

You sat there and you talked to them, like they were queens.

And I sat here, dying on the inside.

Dying for you to love me, the way that I loved you.

Yet, you never  did

I guess this is my punishment. 

This is what god wanted.

For all the people I have hurt.

And for all the times I hurt you.

I am meant to forever be tormented by these memories.

The memories of hate. 

*cries* 

And the memories of love. 

I feel so alone in this cowded room.

I feel lost.

And unloved. 

Please someone save me. 

Save me from this dream.

Save me from my misery.