Christmas 2010

Christmas gift suggestions, To your enemy, forgiveness. To an opponent, tolerance, To a friend, your heart. To a customer, service. To all, Charity.. To every child, a good example... To yourself, respect.

Christmas 2010

Many good things happened this year. 

Many bad things as well.

But in every decision comes a great choice

You may not see it now, but one day, God will show you why.

This year, I gave birth to an amazing little boy.

I Lost, and Found, the love of my life.

I found the family that I didn't know I had.

I made many new friends, like Fariez Chan

This year, I learned many new things about myself.

Like, I love to learn.

=)

And that I have a thing for Asian guys.

=P

But, most importantly, I never forgot what Christmas really means. What the true, honest defention of Christmas is... Christmas is not about presents, or decorations, or Santa. Christmas is about the birth of our lord, Jesus Christ. 

I know that most who are on this blog, are not Christian. And I do not mean to offend.

I hope everyone had a great Christmas.

And Have A Happy New Year

THINGS I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR

nightmare before Christmas yhatzee set.

easy bake oven

Tinkerbell alarm clock

Tinkerbell bed set

picture slide show keychain

toaster oven

those are just a few things that I got. 

=)

I can not post them all

tooooo many!! 

Kathryn Dawn Patton

Hey!! =) I'm  Kat =) 

I'm 17 from USA

I'm loud and obnoxious, sometimes rude and cruel.

I have many friends, and I love them all.

My friends hail from all over the world. 

From Asia, to Africa. 

I know a few different languages, but none fluent. haha

I love to talk. To anyone, and everyone.

I love my baby Michael, He's my baby doll!!

and 1 fiance! Daniel Lewis Lindsco..

Well This is all I can think to write! 

I love you all

=) =) =)

BYE

OUR LOVE IN TERM OIL

“I love you, and because I love you, I would sooner have you hate me for telling you the truth than adore me for telling you lies.”

I can't help the way I am. And I never want to change.. If you don't love me for who I am, then you are with the wrong person. I don't want to hate you, and I don't want you to hate me. I love you more then anything, you are my world. But there are bigger things here then just our happiness. I want to be with you, forever, but I am tired of the fighting.

We don't trust each other.  We never have. If you can't trust me, then how are you going to spend the rest of your life with me. Love is a gateway to many places, but it looks like the only place we are going is back. Back to before we met. Back when Life was simple..

Everytime life starts to make since... You drag me down again. 

I can't keep getting hurt. Not by you. 

Michael Seth Lindsco

You don't really understand human nature unless you know why a child on a merry-go-round will wave at his parents every time around - and why his parents will always wave back.  ~William D. Tammeus

Michael is my miracle. My gift from God. 

Michael Seth Lindsco was born March 3, 2010

That was the happiest yet scariest day of my life.

He was born healty.

And for that i am greatful.

I was always so afraid that because of my health problems, I would never have the chance to give birth... Never get to see that piece of me that everyone sees in there childrens eyes....

In many ways, Michael is much like me. 

He loves to talk!!! 

and

Loves to dance!!!

He also likes to play with books

Maybe that means he will love to read

=)

Even though Michael has a lot of me in him.

He has much more of his father.

They look...... JUST A LIKE!!!!

Michael Seth Lindsco

Born: March 3, 2010

Birth Weight: 7lbs 7oz

Birth Length: 21in     

When love comes your way

My life, now, would be pointless without you. It has been years sence I have felt what you make me feel! I love the way you look at me when you kiss me! I thrive on the way you touch me. My heart skips those few beats when you walk into the room. Before, I though that I was a lost cause, so many others gave up on me. You stayed loyal. You never gave up on me. You let me know that you loved me, and you always show it, no matter who is around. If I were to loose you now, than everything would still be worth while, nothing a waste. I would never regret the decision to be with you. I love you! And I plan to show you this everyday, for eternity, it that's what it takes.... I can't seem to get that first night out of my mind.... I find my mind wondering, at random moments, wondering back to your eyes. Sometimes I have to make myself forget about you. I find myself constantly thinking about you. I can't help but love you. Oh, how I long for your touch, I want you to kiss me. At least one more time.

Pull me close to you.

I long to feel your heart beat, against mine, like so many times before.

You wrap your arms around my waist as I wrap mine around your neck....

Just let me stay there forever. Never let me go.

I can see it in your eyes that you want to be closer, closer then ever before. You want to be more then just friends. So why don't you? Why do we just sit here, fingers intertwined. Why don't you just ask me?

But wait.......

 

You lean in, you pull me closer, I have waited for this moemtn for what seems forever. Our lips almost touching. I can feel your breath against mine. You pull back. Just to see the look on my face as I bite my lip. You bite yours as well. Again we both lean in, and.... Yes! But now I want more. I just can't get enough of you. I feel so greedy with you.... I want more, and more. I need, I want, I thrivee on all of you. My god, there sin't a part of you that I don't love. 

I want to lay here in your arms forever, no, loner, eternity. 

Everytime I see you walk through the door I dread the fact that when 3:30 rolls around that you are going to leave me. Not for long, but long enough for me to want your touch all over again....

I love you.

It's not good. Just a release. I am not a good writer. It's just a quick 5 min thing.

Nothing in life is ever as it seems. 

I tried so hard to please you, and all you ever did was look the other way.

I am tired of trying to make you happy.

I am tired of trying to be what you want me to be.

Why is it that you never acted like you loved me.

Never once, did you look at me and tell me how beautiful I was.

Never once, did you look at me and say how proud you were of me.

I tried my damndest to give you everything, everything I could. 

Still, it wasn't enough. It was never enough. Never.

You sat there and you talked to them, like they were queens.

And I sat here, dying on the inside.

Dying for you to love me, the way that I loved you.

Yet, you never  did

I guess this is my punishment. 

This is what god wanted.

For all the people I have hurt.

And for all the times I hurt you.

I am meant to forever be tormented by these memories.

The memories of hate. 

*cries* 

And the memories of love. 

I feel so alone in this cowded room.

I feel lost.

And unloved. 

Please someone save me. 

Save me from this dream.

Save me from my misery.